Angry!!

Sometimes I get so angry...

Angry that he totally played me!
Angry that I fell for it!

Angry that he never really cared for me!

Angry that he acted like he did!

Come to Terms...

After everything fell apart, we continued to communicate about the situation thru our secret email (cto.thet).

"Stupid, Silly Girl" thinking...

"What were you thinking??" she screamed into the phone. "You are a stupid, silly girl!"

Without even seeing it coming, my heart was slowly breaking into a gazillion pieces because of my affair.  I never thought I would lose him... and I surely never thought losing him would hurt this much!!  What was I thinking?!  Let me tell you...

~ randomness ~

Random thoughts and excerpts from books to help my soul...