Dead giveaway...

Our connection continued on for a couple more months.  Will knew that I wanted a divorce.  I had finally developed balls big enough to escape his narcissism and emotional abuse... or at least he knew I wanted to.  Two weeks before my scheduled move date, while his wife was out of town, TJ worked a Monday that he was originally scheduled to be off.  He surprised me by working this day and it was one of the best days we had had yet.  I knew that if he would go to these lengths, he had to love me!!

Write Him Off!!

Write Him Off: Journal Prompts to Heal Your Broken Heart in 30 Days
-Elizabeth N. Doyd

After an entire year of pain, I have started a daily journal exercise to "Write him off and write yourself into a life of love and joy."

Don't...

I married my high-school sweet heart!!  That sounds all cute and sweet, doesn't it?!  Don't fall for it.  It's not.

Fire...

My infatuation with TJ did not go unreciprocated!!  Our long hugs and euphoric kisses became private make-out sessions full of passion and fire.  Sometimes it would just be a look or a slight touch while in public, but it was still intense.