Sometimes... the smallest things will remind me of him. It's not like he ever truly leaves my mind but, he's not as close to the front of it anymore. When I see something or when a person says a certain thing a memory of us will pop in my head. It's almost as if the air is knocked out of my lungs. I still miss him so much!! Even now, when I am certain that he has moved on because he thinks that I have 'replaced' him with one of his friends, I still miss him. I wish he knew that he was it for me. I wish he knew that no one could ever take his place. I wish he knew me like I thought he did!!