After everything fell apart, we continued to communicate about the situation thru our secret email (cto.thet).
The language and wording he would use in these emails was so impersonal and so vague that they were borderline rude.
I couldn't understand how he could do that to me.
I thought we had a connection, I thought we had chemistry.
He said he did everything he could to protect me... I would have rather lost everything than to have him treat me as if I was nothing.
I would soon come to terms with the fact that "My" TJ was gone and he was never coming back!!